| well the talk went pretty good i guess. i told her how i felt, and she said that if she had known i would have been mad then she wouldnt have done it, that it would have never happened. i told her that if she wants to keep a friendship talking to him and stuff im cool with that (after all, she was with him for 4 years and i dont want to keep her from talking to somebody, im not a control freak) but seeing him for lunch is out of the question. i told her how it hurt my feelings and that i felt like she didnt respect my opinion on this issue, and she was sorry that it had happened.
i dont know where this takes us. there are other things than this that are kind of going wrong. i want to give her a little space, where she can live a 20 yr olds life and be happy, and not tell her she cant go out and have fun without me, because i've never been the type. i'll let her actions speak louder than words, if she wants to treat me like i dont exist, then that's what she wants and what will make her happy. if she wants me she'll let me know. if she wants to go out with friends, i wont say anything about it. if she wants me there, i'll be there.
right now is a sensitive time during the month too, i must add, so there might be things that she said angrily that she didnt mean, lol |