[Holden_C04]

I must admit, it's not just about what I have or haven't accomplished. I can remember in high school feeling much older than I was. In fact, I felt that way up to a few years ago. Now, I would say that the roles have reversed and I feel much younger than I actually am.

I suppose there's a definite conflict between my ambition, my sense of accomplishment, my need to provide for myself, and my desire to simply have fun.