[bert31]

I think everyone has those thoughts at a certain age, should I be more successful i my career, should I be married and have kids now, have I done enough good for those around me, etc.. Actually it is probably healthy to have those feelings every once in a while because you generally resolve to do more with your life when having those feelings.

That fact that this deep reflection has gone on for a few months is a little odd. I guess the best way to get out of this rut would be to pick on of the items on the list you made when you were 18 that still interests you today and resovle to accomplish it in the next 12 months. Just one, if you try to do them all, you will get burnt out but one should be doable. The process of completing should build your drive and ambition and when you do complete it, you should have a feeling of accomplishment.